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ROCKSTAR OF THE '89
on the journey to our age twenty one fame,

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Friday, September 28
10:03 PM

lol no tests today o.O anyway we had oral today which totally sucked. i was like good morning when it was already bout close to 4pm-.- and she asked me to slow down and not be so nervous LOL! but the thing is that i'm a natural fast speaker and its not because i was nervous-.- anyway then she asked for convo: have you been in a situation of extreme weather conditions before? and hell i started talking bout heavy rain-.- only like about 3 hours later when i started to think about it did i realise that extreme meant more of tsunamis etc so i was completely out of point-.-

went to parkway after oral with zhenwei and yonghao to kill some time before going for piano lol. anyway we went to study at mac though i didn't really do much lol.i think the two of them seem to enjoy insulting each other or more like yonghao is doing most of the insulting lol! yonghao realised that i wasn't really gonna eat dinner cos i was going straight to piano so he bought me a fillet-o-fish meal lol (don't really know if it was a treat or what) damn funny lol.but i'm gonna return him the money anyway lol. must thank him either way:D i dropped money 4 times today-.- and once was on the road where cars were like zooming past and i was over there picking up coins-.-

anyway i suddenly started thinking about how desperate people can get when faced with the prospect of death. just happened to watch the 9 o clock show where everyone dies like everyday in it or something. anyway then this episode showed this woman running away at the very end ( i only watched the last 15 mins). which made me think about how freaked out she would have been then - if the drama was real. anyway i really really don't want to be in such a scenario when i'm running from another person for my life. i mean i rather get taken by forces of nature than by a person.don't ask me why lol i seriously have no idea. somehow it feels more peaceful and it just feels right cos afterall we belong to nature(in my opinion that is). i really hope i'll be able to accept death peacefully in the future and not like want to buy more time or something. i don't want to have to so called plead with the deathgod(shinigami?) to let me off and stuffs cos it would really mean that i did not live life to its fullest. though of course at that point of time it wouldn't really matter cos the next stop is like death and stuff but i really don't want to regret my life or regret what i did or did not do. peace in the face of death:)